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Create Your Badge “Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.” ― Bob Marley I wish that were true! Good words and I am waiting to find that person who can show me there is love for everyone------coffeenutt .
HomeIf we take care of the moments, the years will take care of themselves.Oct 4, 2009
Hi, thanks for dropping in. your here with me and so glad you came. Sit down take a load off, i would love to share a cup of coffee with you. i am a wandering soul just trying to find peace inside of myself . That is some what hard as i am constantly reminded of the person I used to be. I longed for years to get back home to My Kentucky. I made it and it came @ a big cost. I lost my grand children and they were every thing good in my life. i miss their laughter. I hear the word granny as a echo in my sleep. We have no contact. that is so sad when adults cannot be grown-ups. I refuse to allow drama and grief in my life any longer. I want no part of that . There is nothing that can fix that . I am at odds with their mother and she doesn't bend. I spent many years learning to forgive and become a softer person it got me no where. My wall is back up! I trust no one. People hurt you. I accept the fact that i will never be loved by my kids and that male partners will always hurt me. so I am alone. Sometimes so lonely i want to die and sometimes loving my solitude. I love being here in Kentucky. I belong . i just can't let my self loose. i still stay to myself. A hermit of sorts. -------A wandering soul---------

If you know me u know I have a serious passion for coffee. I can take it any way in any form. It is a substitute for alcohol. Still a drug of sorts. I am medicated for depression and have been told that is caused by abandonment thats goes back to the age of 2 1/2 when my father passed away with polio. It seems the people I love are always leaving. That tells me I must drive them away.
With all that said there is a lot of joy in my life. I am a big cut up and sometimes just plain silly. There is still a little freckle faced girl inside of me who remembers lying on my back on a summer night dreaming at the night sky. . Now you know my dark parts I hope u can still see the light inside my heart. It still beats strong and knows how to keep on keeping on... Tell me about yourself. don't forget to sign my guest book and let me know u were here.

Be a coffee-drinking individual - espresso yourself! ~Author Unknown

"Coffee is real good when you drink it. It gives you time to think. It’s a lot more than just a drink; it’s something happening. Not as in hip, but like an event, a place to be, but not like a location, but like somewhere within yourself. It gives you time, but not actual hours or minutes, but a chance to be, like be yourself, and have a second cup."

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Peacefulness is an inner sense of calm - it comes from becoming still - in
order to reflect and meditate on our inner wisdom and receive answers. A
peaceful heart is one that is free from worry and trouble. It's becoming quiet
so we can look at things quietly so we can more clearly understand them and
thus come up with creative solutions. It is learning to live in the present.


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initiativestain wrote on May 13
Wishing you a very Happy Mothers Day Deb.

Awakening Green

candle2008 wrote on Mar 27
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Hello Deb; hope you have yourself a really good day.

~Love you to pieces~
tawnyascarfone wrote on Mar 12
Keep up the excellent work!
only1cathymariea wrote on Feb 14
~*~Happy Valentine's Day~*~
nancywho wrote on Jan 25
Happy Birthday! I hope you are doing well!
wst07 wrote on Jan 25
Happy Birthday, dear friend!
smart53 wrote on Dec 31, '11
Wishing you and your family a wonderful and very New Year !
Love & Big hugs : Marta

themesbybrendarose wrote on Dec 29, '11
Dear Friend,
Wishing you all the very best for the new year 2012...

may all your dreams come true. ~with *love&light*
hugs~brenda :)

smart53 wrote on Dec 18, '11
Happy Holiday !

Hugs: Marta
nahimanacg wrote on Dec 11, '11
themesbybrendarose wrote on Nov 28, '11
Wishing you a most beautiful and blessed week dear friend,

with much love&light ~hugs~brenda:)
initiativestain wrote on Nov 23, '11
I have not seen you on but with you a tremendous Thanksgiving Suz...

smart53 wrote on Nov 20, '11
Hugs & Kisses:Marta
smart53 wrote on Nov 12, '11
Have a nice Weekend !

Hugs: Marta
candle2008 wrote on Nov 5, '11
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Have a great weekend Deb; I hope this finds you with a smile on your pretty face. Love and hugs always hun.
knightstar wrote on Oct 30, '11
Thank you, Deb!

~M
smart53 wrote on Oct 30, '11

Hugs: Marta
passionate4mycoffee wrote on Oct 29, '11
thanks it is pretty kewl
candle2008 wrote on Oct 24, '11
Btw! Love the theme!
candle2008 wrote on Oct 24, '11
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Precious Deb, you will never be a stranger to me. We have been friends for a long time now and you mean the world to me.
Sending you so many smile's and sunshine into your heart today to bring you happiness no matter what the day brings.
Bee Happy
Love you, darling friend.
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